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Everything is How it Should Be

by Alaska

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1.
Montclair 02:55
So why did you leave? You left sheets stained like the windows of empty churches I’m filled with vulnerability And desperation, desperation is me Now I lay here every night haunted by A feeling that had no chance of becoming stable I am not stable Well yeah you’re right I did say that I would never leave And you said you were sane Both are lies mine just caused a little more pain How do you feel? Inside your skin? How do you feel? I lost my faith in you I think you lost a little bit of it too (I'm reaching out)
2.
Didn't move, didn't speak Sat in the kitchen right next to the sink You dealt away the feeling of pain You dealt away oh everything I don't know how I can Don't know how to help you But I will do anything Anything I have to Come back to me I don't know home Sorry friends oh I am sickening Sorry lovers oh I am heartbreaking Sorry family I am not everything Tried to be everything I can I wish I was more than what I am You're disappointing You're disappointing You're disappointing God, you disappoint me Come back to me I don't know home
3.
Oakridge 04:11
They tell me you don’t eat That your ribs they’re showing teeth Through your skin I can tell you don’t sleep That you are Having the same dream You say you want to leave And go somewhere Where its not so bad And you’re not so sad I don’t think its safe For you to be starving yourself away But I know why I know what you hide Hide the pain that’s inside of growing up Cope with life and the fact that you're alone You told me that you don’t want to grow old Well no one does that's just how it goes (I don’t know you like I used too) Growing up is not all I thought it was You said that you’re gonna leave Michigan And go where you think life is Life never found you Life never found You said that you’re gonna leave Michigan And go where you think that home is Home never found you Home never found you I know now what you meant when You said you’re gonna go Tied that rope around your throat Now I’ll die alone waiting for Your soul to come back home
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How’ve you been since Halloween? Haven’t spoke since Thanksgiving I had friends over at 210 Where they drank and smoked cigarettes It wasn’t the same I am the painting in your head The colors fade as you lay in bed You are the tattoo on my arm Pains hard to forget when you look at the scar If you do not love me Tell me to get up, tell me to leave If you don't love me Well I would sift through your mind Find nothing inside but lies and I know you never really cared about him I’ll find sick harmony In ghosts that only haunt me They keep me company When everyone else is asleep How’ve you been since Halloween?
5.
Dear Friend 03:22
I woke up laid in my bed Wish I could’ve slept in instead Another day awake Is another day closer to death But if you just stuck around Made me feel I was worth the sound Of your voice Maybe I would have a different choice Instead I’ll go and dissolve just in time For your favorite month of fall Quite beautiful after all I’ll bury myself underneath That old bridge where we used to meet Will you wait for me there? Cause I’m getting older I used to be in your head but I think I was forgotten when you fell asleep Dear friend how’ve you been do you remember me? So I’ll go and dissolve just in time For your favorite month of fall Quite beautiful after all I’ll bury myself underneath That old bridge where we used to meet Will you wait for me there? I’m getting older Dear friend why do you run away From almost everything you love? Oh god, you have changed

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released May 18, 2015

All songs written by Alaska
Recorded and Mixed by Patrick Shrock
Some guitar parts on "Can I Go Home?" and "Hey Suckers (Halloween)" recorded by Jake Kalmink
Mastered by Mat Haliday at Minx Studio

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Alaska Brighton, Michigan

Punk/Whatever band from the Mitten. Now named Drowned Out
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